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October 22nd, 2007

05:20 pm  Not exactly sure how to start this thing out.   Work today:  I'm getting better at controlling my temper, but I tell ya what....  I almost lost it on the guys again today.  I really wonder how people set their priorities?  Another thing is, how serious can an actuator be?  You would think that I was the Transportation and Logistics Manager for a Brain Transplant company.  How many people even know what an actuator is?  I hadn't the faintest clue when I started working there.  Yes there are vital components that are run by actuator's, but come on now.   Oh well, it's my job.  Wouldn't be called the Shipping Goddess if I didn't make it happen, and it can be quite challenging.   So I've decided that I'm going to start thinking of things in the most positive way possible.  I have got to bring my stress level down, along with my blood pressure.  I'm going to say that I have been doing much better since I added a new stress reduction routine to my schedule.  Seems to be keeping me very mellow.  My baby brother said that this is the happiest he's ever seen me.  Nice!  And I owe it all to my man ;*  I will say this is the happiest I've ever been in my life.  There's not much out there that can give you this intense of a feeling, that being in the begining of a new relationship.  Gotta love that part.  Back to the positive issues at hand though, seriously, if every time you got made you stepped back and thought, ok.....  I'm mad...... Now lets just find a way to deal.  So that's were I've been, and I really think I'm on the virge of going auto pilot with it. I don't feel like I'm making sense anymore.  I hear the sandman coming. Current Location: 98251 Current Mood: sleepy

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